I looked up the blue sky at this midday.
At the one hour ago, I called to Yvet’s mobile the last time in Japan, but no response,
At the time she must be in the airport.
Anywhere of this sky Yvet is in a airplane towards to Dublin,
I was left alone.
A lot of tears dropped from my eyes.
It’s a surprising matter to me.
She is the second lady I dropped tears when I remind me of her.
The first is Ayaka, whom I dropped tears at he the time to reconcile after quarrel.
and to think about the happy time with her because of happiness.
As the same as Ayaka the tears is from happiness but also little from loneliness.
Because I could notice her how much I have been loving her, and I love her still, and her heart stands by me still, that I can feel it now, I gave a present to her as the evidence of my love.
The encounter between she and I is at the Last November after one month later when I separated from Ayaka.
At the first glance of me she looked very modest but something attractive to me.
As more time I was seeing her dance on the stage, yes, she is stage dancer,
As much more my heart was captured by her. Something of her attractive to me.
And the next time I met her , she was modest when I signed the eyes to her to come,
She didn’t come soon to me but always gazed to me in the dark club.
As I am a customer, other dances come soon when we contact eyes to eyes.
Day by day I became to feel great happiness, while we were spending the time together.
The day she left from Japan, we dropped much tears, thinking about next summer she will come back to Japan.
I gave a present a necklace to her , but it’s not expensive one ,she represent big gladness. Showing it to her friends many times.
That was much happy thing to me.
At the day the last time to depart to Dublin, it’s Saturday, I looked up blue sly in the tennis court at the time in a airplane. It’s very fine day.
At the time I felt sad but didn’t drop tears.
Because I had believed she come back again.
At a Saturday night I was spending the time in night in another dancer’s club after 5 months.
I wore a lady’s sexy costume in the dark club, waiting another dancer.
Suddenly a lady came to me and sat down besides me.
At first I recognized she is known lady once I met. When she was coming near to me.
‘But Yvet come in summer, now in June, Why ? Who?’
Soon I recognized her and told her ‘Are you Yvet?’.
‘Yes Yvet’ ‘Really are you Yvet?’ ‘Yes I am Yvet’, with no changing her expression.
And she told to me where she was working at a bar. and said to me ‘Come soon’ , leaving her mobile phone number on a paper.
Since April I used to visit the club in a feature of lady.
The start I visit as lady was the my bust became bigger cause of female hormone,
Many dancers came to me and touched my bust directly sometimes.
I couldn’t hide it.
Once I visit as lady feature, I knew the style of female made me high.
She should not notice me as I had never shown my female style.
But at a glance she noticed me.
Her friend had informed her I was there.
I went her bar although I was waiting new beautiful Brazilian dancer she might be a new girlfriend.
At the bar I met Yvet.
But It’s Japanese style bar, she was a so called hostess.
I had disliked Japanese hostess as job.
So at the night I quit 10 minutes, I decided I never meet her again.
Truly I was glad to see her again, But I dislike the place.
At the next Monday I couldn’t stop to meet her again reminded memories happy time spending with her.
From the night I went to see her every night again.
One day I was spending happy time with her,
Many customers gathered there, suddenly she stood up and said to me.
‘I must work, you are my friend but I must work for money.’ And left me alone.
From the day I decide to never to see her again.
She, I loved so much and was expecting to meet her again, treat me as a customer.
It’s very very sad matter to me and I couldn’t stand it, I was not patient.
But she didn’t give up, surprising matter, three days later she called me twice a day.
But I couldn’t respond her call. I decided I never meet her again.
And the next day also.
Continued to call to me twice every night in two weeks while I didn’t respond her call.
It’s the first lady for me who called many times although I didn’t respond.
Usually almost girls gave up as long as three days if I didn’t accept call.
Two week later at last I decided to meet again. It’s on Monday.
I had knew what I act to do , and had known it is worthless time I must spend.
Because I must say how I dislike hostess and why I got angry.
As I supposed she refuted to me .’It’s my job ,I must work.’.
I could not show smile to her.
I know she must work and leave me alone sometimes.
But I cannot endure it.
After accepted her kisses on my cheek at the bye I had never imagined that I meet again her.
But my heart reminded me again the feeling something attractive to each other.
Next day I went home and took shower I could not stop to meet her the night.
I bought a present for her , necklace brilliant in the dark. As the evidence.
Because I want to notice her I had loved her.
We spent very much happy time each other as We spent as ever.
The night was the last night in Japan and yesterday.
I love lady.
I dropped tears at depart from Tokyo to his home by airplane once.
He is my boyfriend. I felt in love once in male.
Of course I had experiences with males.
I have a desire to allure male. And enlarge guy’s Penis to show my dance.
But my heart always is seeking lady’s heart ,wanting to hold her and uniting her body still.